It's been 2 weeks since my first post and so much has happened since then, I'm not sure where to start. By so much I mean, a lot. By a lot, I mean oodles. By oodles, I mean a plethora. (Maybe I got carried away a little, see what I did there.) Let's start here; I had sex with my ex........... twice........ Not because I missed her, but because I knew it would be convenient for me and I wouldn't have to work for it. What brought on the urges for me to inform her that I wanted to have relations, was my avid porn watching. I have these episodes, or seasons if you will, where I spend the equivalent of a work day (once I'm off) watching porn than doing anything else. I used to spend my time on Pornhub because if you make an account with them, they keep track of the videos you watch. Yes I have a Pornhub account, judge if you must, won't bother me. Then quality on some of the videos on the site started to bother me, so I switched to Xvideos, and made an account.
Timeout...
Timeout...
So I was watching an enormous amount of porn, got horny and texted my ex. Few days later, she got horny and called me. So that was that. She tried to talk about it, but I replied that it's just sex and she said "we should stop." Immediately afterwards, she tried to make a schedule for when we should do it. I said that it shouldn't be often, but she thinks a few times a week would be beneficial, mainly for her. I mean look, we're both trying to move on but we're tied together because of my decision to help out with baby girl. There's no reason and I mean NO reason, why we should do the horizontal mambo a few times a week/more than ten times a month. ~fin
Next item in the que..
I started conversing with a few women from various dating websites and I feel I was making good progress, aaaaand then I had to go to California for some job training. One of them seems really interested and the feeling is mutual, but I'm sketchy because I'm a superficial guy. I like appearances, cute faces, surefire things, failsafe, something solid that I won't get tired of and from the pictures she sent before I went to Cali (and before she went on a 7 day birthday cruise) I don't know if she could be the one I'm looking for. Great conversation and listening skills and everything I'm looking for except looks. Did I mention I'm honest? I have a serious dislike for lying. I don't think at this moment, and it's way too early to tell, that I'm leading her on because we've only talked on the phone twice. Talking online is only 5-10% of feeling for an individual, once you get on the phone you get about 20-30% of feeling. In person, depending on the individual and other factors, you get another 10% which brings the number to 50%. On the 1st date, you'll never (IN MY OPINION) get 100% of a person, and even if you didn't meet them online, you'll only get 50% of a person that you might want to be serious with by the first date.
So that's it for this post, I will be posting everything else that's happened since the last post later this week, hopefully. Most of what happened in California; pics, videos, and stories will all be in other posts as well as on my Tumblr.
Until next time, Thanks for reading
Wes Beez
PS: at some point I will make a post about porn, just not now
Next item in the que..
I started conversing with a few women from various dating websites and I feel I was making good progress, aaaaand then I had to go to California for some job training. One of them seems really interested and the feeling is mutual, but I'm sketchy because I'm a superficial guy. I like appearances, cute faces, surefire things, failsafe, something solid that I won't get tired of and from the pictures she sent before I went to Cali (and before she went on a 7 day birthday cruise) I don't know if she could be the one I'm looking for. Great conversation and listening skills and everything I'm looking for except looks. Did I mention I'm honest? I have a serious dislike for lying. I don't think at this moment, and it's way too early to tell, that I'm leading her on because we've only talked on the phone twice. Talking online is only 5-10% of feeling for an individual, once you get on the phone you get about 20-30% of feeling. In person, depending on the individual and other factors, you get another 10% which brings the number to 50%. On the 1st date, you'll never (IN MY OPINION) get 100% of a person, and even if you didn't meet them online, you'll only get 50% of a person that you might want to be serious with by the first date.
So that's it for this post, I will be posting everything else that's happened since the last post later this week, hopefully. Most of what happened in California; pics, videos, and stories will all be in other posts as well as on my Tumblr.
Until next time, Thanks for reading
Wes Beez
PS: at some point I will make a post about porn, just not now